Coldplay - The Scientist

Hallo :)

My name is Monika. Right now I'm a really alone and sad girl.
But, Not in that way you might think.
I have a family. Even large one,becouse on the Christmas Eve we meet with 10 other people like: Father, Mum,Brother,Oncle, Aunt, Sebastian, Cusine, Grandmama, Mr Staśiu and Rafalek - little one boy :)

But despite this whole family I still feel like something was missing. Some spirit or Christmas. I felt so alone there. It was such a big experience for me, that when I come back home, afret unpack presents I go to my room and start to cry.

Whole today I had this sad mood. Now I feel empty, but still it's so hurd to carry that I started to cry.
I'm sorry to crash your good mood. If You like You can go now. Stop reading.

It's the next year. In my live I made many decisions. But still I don't know if it make any sence. I met new people. I made a new friendship. I lost some of my friends. But that's how life looks like. I can't change it.

Time is const.